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The Truth About David
Tuesday, August 2

This life

So I'm back to sitting alone in this room.

Back to cruising the net for everything and finding nothing. Back to playing games till I'm bored and musing on the world.

I suppose it's not that bad.

I have a few on-line friends who have seemed happy to hear from me. There are old games I still love to play and new ones I'm hoping the gf will get me in future. So it's all OK. In fact: it's much better then the way it was before because I have her.

She and I are friends, lovers, and playmates.

Sure she rattles my cage, but any person you see most of the day will do that. I mean, my back is so bad I can't really go anywhere. At least not for pleasure. So she is the main and often times, the only person I interact with. I'm cool with that. I love her and her little laugh and round cheeks. She is unique and special, though she never believes me when I suggest it.

I'm not so cool with that, but nothing is perfect.

This will be adjustment (her working, more or less, full time, that is) for us. She more then I. My struggle will lay with the ticking clock of life and all the things I wish I could do but can't. But my life is the struggle; pain of joy with prices too high to ignore.

This and that, here and there, I will squeeze myself back to here.



The truth is: I'll be OK-it will just take me a little while. But hey: it's mutha fucking blogging time again my sweet bloglings!



gameon...

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David Lee I Be around 2:45 PM
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